Sisterhood of Angel Mama’s Magazine | Issue 03
My Angel K
Written and Photos by Kneesha Mitchell
2021 started off as one of the happiest years of my life, I found out I was pregnant with my Angel K. K was due to be born November 5th, 2021. My pregnancy was very happy and very healthy as far as I was constantly told by my OBGYN. K was supposed to be my Rainbow baby after a miscarriage a few years before but things took a turn for the worse October 24th, 2021. I woke up in excruciating pain and fluids leaking, I then rushed to the ER expecting to meet my K. Upon arrival I was placed in the waiting area as K’s Dad and I screamed and pleaded for help for 30-40 minutes. Once I was taken back, myself and K’s Dad were informed our sweet baby had no heartbeat, all we could think was how? We just played with him the night before. I was then told I must wait until dilated to deliver my stillborn instead of being induced.
I constantly expressed pain and discomfort and kept being brushed off. I pushed the help button numerous times because I could feel my baby’s head coming out but still no help, I was forced to deliver my lifeless baby alone in my hospital bed. Doctors ran in shortly after to complete labor and it was then discovered there was a clot inside of me the size of the placenta which had suffocated my K. This clot could have killed me as well. Why did my OBGYN not detect this my entire pregnancy? How could so much change in one night???? I am now the mommy to yet another Angel. K was loved tremendously and will forever be loved. I don’t wish this pain on anyone, I pray for my son back everyday. Everything I do is in the name of my children. Kaiden Zaire Mitchell- Nash, “Our Superhero in Heaven” . Say his name