After losing my sons I didn’t love myself anymore. I blamed myself and couldn’t look at myself in the mirror. I had so much anger with myself that I took it out on everyone around me. It gotten so out of control I started having suicidal thoughts. Being selfish and not thinking I have a beautiful baby girl who needs me. I ignored everyone when they said “go see a therapist.” I felt I didn’t need to talk to someone when really getting help is OKAY.
I been spending so much time with myself, God and getting help. I’m learning a lot about myself that I didn’t know. Healing looks good on me and I love it. When I have those bad days I meditate on God’s word.
Grief changes you, but does not have to be a bad thing. I found my inner strength and so can you. My sons make my heart smile.👼🏽👼🏽💙💙