It’s very hard to think positive when you lose a baby. I didn’t think positive when my sons Eric Jr and Cameron died. I was depressed and very angry until I looked at myself in the mirror and said to myself “This is not you Quila”. Then I tried keeping myself busy so I didn’t have think about it but that only made it worse. I knew the only way through is GOD. I started praying and going back going to church and I felt better. Then I started blogging, journaling, exercising and surrounding myself with people who helped me smile again. I still have moments when I’m not ok but I allow myself to feel what I feel. I moving on but my sons are still with me. They are not replaceable. My sons memory lives with me, my daughter( their oldest and only sister) and my blog Quila’s Angels.
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Healing starts with you! You have a CHOICE each and every day to be happy, to smile, to think positive over negative and to HEAL. You are in control of your thoughts and your feelings. Healing isn’t always easy, but it’s always worth it.